sometimes i feel like this isn't even real. life, i mean.

i've made a lot of really good friends the past couple weeks, since i started going to Collide. giggle all you want, because yes, it is the infamous "singles ministry". boo. no, i'm not using it as a dating service. on average, the age is about...at least 6 years older than myself. and that's just the women. they're all just really nice and i like them and they're fun to hang out with..

so...point being...

i was in a funk for about 2 months. then i started realizing i was a sinful moron (yeah yeah, what else is new). so...as soon as i got to that point, and started changing, something RIDICULOUS happened with my family. on mothers day. and i just can't help but feel like...this just isn't real. it can't be. its like murphy's law...happening in my life. and as all of this is going on, these new friends have been a HUGE blessing and encouragement! praying for me, talking to me, and just basically being a loving family...

praise the Lord.