im so uninspired to fill out my application for christar. all my conflicting emotions are making it difficult for me to decide what the right choice is. what do i do? sigh.

im gonna go call britt in a bit (hah!) and hang out with her. we haven't done that much since her wedding, so this should be fun :) despite everything that's happened, she's become an awesome friend. its crazy how much we have in common, and its good that i'm able to have someone to talk to thats been through similar stuff before.

on a different topic, i love pumpkin spice lattes. but they leave the most horrible aftertaste i've ever experienced. so sad.