when exhaustion sets in, and stress levels are skyrocketing...its hard to figure out what to do.

i have had an amazing, and hard, two days. and tonight is the highschool group, but all i want to do is go home right after work and go to sleep.

do i have that right? my life is not my own. every moment belongs to God, doesn't it? my ministry is with highschool girls, and i have a responsibility to them. my thought process is "i haven't had a good nights sleep in 3 days, i have class tomorrow night, i tutor fri morning at 6 am and then friday night i'm babysitting til who knows when...i need to rest at some point, and tonight would be the night."
But i'm feeling convicted that I can't take the night off. I'm selfish, I want sleep. I want rest because i feel physically drained. but i need to be faithful with the little things. and i need to know that God isn't giving me more than I can handle.

so...there it is.